It is done...

This is what mt horoscope said today.

SCORPIO:

"You're due for a change in your surroundings -- it's a great time to consider redecorating your home, repainting it, or even just rearranging your furniture a bit. Mixing up the way the physical space around you is organized will put you off of your routine in a good way. It will refresh your outlook about the world much more than you could imagine. Plus, it will reinforce how you are capable of affecting the world around you -- as little or as much as you would like"

Man, the stars aren't lying today. I have all this crap in my place that I don't know what the hell to do with. Furniture, television, pots and pans, so...much...STUFF. I would hate to toss it all, but, I really can't take it with me. I would just set the place on fire but I fear that the other residents of this apartment building would frown on that, not to mention that arson carries a stiff jail sentence.

Random thought: "Who knew Sponge-Bob was so subversive?" (That's what is on TV right now)

anyway....

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It is 11:56 AM and I am intoxicated. I woke up with a hang over ,the first in almost a week, (an accomplishment in my book) I decided to keep drinking instead of bearing with a headache. But what will happen when the booze runs out? It's best not to think about those things right now.

Yesterday, I spent the last 14 hours I will ever spend at my job er- my former job. It was sad. Throughout the 3+ hour "cleaning party" (hardly the get together I was envisioning) my assistant manager and I just looked at each other and said "Damn" It was anti-climactic to be sure. For the first time in nearly four years I am without steady employment. I'm going to miss all the people I have worked with over the years. It feels like saying good-bye to members of my family. What I won't miss is the feeling I am being judged by soft-headed children of privilige and ditzy Lohan wanna-be's.


I just yelled "fuck you" to the TV. Barry Bonds was talking about breaking the home run record. I hate that bastard.... Anyway...

I am on a precipice.