29 February 2008

huh-huh-huh...

It's a sunny day outside. So naturally I'm indoors watching this kind of stuff...

28 February 2008

A waste of my lungs....

I realize I am beating you all over the head with this band, but I really don't care . They are one of my favorites and all of these songs really fit with my sappy , crappy, mood....




that's it.

27 February 2008

One of a million ways to feel no pain....


Fucking, fuck, fuck.... I am in a huge stinking pit of self loathing these days. Last night I was subjected to three hours of corporate brainwashing and double-think. I can't really go into too many details aside from the fact that it made national news. Aren't there more important things to talk about on the world news? I got to see a little bit of sunlight today. I was almost happy. Still no word from my non-girlfriend.

Why do I always fall for the wrong women?

26 February 2008

I thought she'd be there holding daisies.....

Heartache, confusion, obsession, I'm like a junkie in need of a hit to calm me down. Too many thoughts are climbing the walls of my overcrowded, sleep deprived brain. I need to sleep, I should probably eat something. I need to do a lot of things I guess. I crave a lobotomy, something to purge the contaminants from my brain. If this isn't making sense I understand, this is what two hours of sleep does to me.



Here, watch this: