07 December 2007

Hard to explain....(Christmas, loneliness, and other BS)

Loneliness is a bitch. I have been enduring a lot of that as of late. It's not even the physical side of it. I miss the little things like having someone to cook for, someone to nudge me awake in the morning, someone to talk to outside of work or the dive bar where I hang out. Today while hanging out in my hovel, staring at the walls I got a couple of calls from my ex. She wanted to talk about her relationship problems......ugh.

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Call me a scrooge if you want to but I hate Christmas. I just can't stand it. The music, the piny scents, the cheesy lights, all of it. OK, I'll admit, the giving and receiving of gifts
is pretty good but I don't think I'll be doing any of that this year. But if you just have give something to someone I know a guy who could use a laptop, or a couple of grand.