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I went to work today. I didn't want to but I realized that if I didn't go I wouldn't have a job anymore. Job=food. Job=Roof. Job=Booze. So I went to work. It wasn't so bad. There weren't very many assholes today, and I made some good tips.

If anyone out there knows a Jose' Navarro please tell him to stop giving out my phone number. I've been getting two calls a day from people looking for him It's getting to be annoying.

I have been thinking more about what happened the other night. Sex shouldn't feel like an appointment. It needs to be spontaneous. I'm not above a one night stand. I realize how bad that sounds, but even with a one-nighter there is a sense of accomplisment, conquest, exitement. It doesn't feel so....cold and robotic.

I failed to mention in my last post that I saw my ex on the SAME DAY as the worst date ever. I'm pretty sure that contributed to my case of Mr. Floppy (I know the equipment works.)

I think this song perfectly describes the woman I want (plus it's a great song that makes me a little weepy eyed whenever I hear it). I need someone who can be my best friend and be completely honest with me. I thought I had that once. I was wrong. I have been lied to and cheated on too many times.

I know some of you read this blog for my pissed off ranting. I have a lot to be pissed off about for sure. I just don't feel like ranting right now. I feel more like this.

Update,

1. The woman I met at the poetry reading doesn't return my calls. (oh well)I really liked her too .I won't cry over it.
2. I recently hooked up with a woman that I met online. Strictly for a "bootie call". To say things went disastrously is a bit of an understatement. I had performance issues. I'm not going to say it has never happened to me before because it has(and in a similar situation). I guess I'm just not cut out for "easy" sex. There has to be something more to it I guess.I'll spare the you all the details, but she walked away happy at least.
3. I saw my EX the other day, she looks good.
4. I am still unsatisfied with my job.
5. I smoked a cigarette last week, but only one.
6. I saw spider man 3 on opening weekend, it was disappointing.
7. I have been feeling like slashing my wrists lately, good thing for me I'm too lazy to do it, and the idea of a stranger finding my corpse bothers me a bit
8. BUY THIS CD
9. I miss talking to good friends
10. I have nothing left to say right now so I guess I will get drunk and figure out what to do next