06 June 2007

Back-slider


  • I think I offended someone when I told them i don't like talking on the phone. If you are reading this I'm sorry.I really hate the telephone. Disembodied voices freak me out.

  • I have been drinking too much again.

  • I have been smoking.

  • I talked to my ex (on the phone).It was a bit awkward but I was really drunk so it helped. It was good to hear that her love life is as bad as mine.

  • I hate myself most of the time. Suicide sounds like a good idea, thankfully I'm lazy and I don't like the idea of other people having to clean up the shitty mess that would be my corpse.

  • I have to go to work and pretend I'm a happy person. I'm not looking forward to it.

  • It's 10:18 I still have to shower and shave.

  • I cried for someone else so they wouldn't have to.

Blah, blah , blah, me , me , me , wah, wah, wah, I'm a sad sack these days. I realize this.


I might as well start wearing eyeliner and dressing like Jared Leto.( I actually like this song. does that make me a wanker?)




3 comments:

The Boob Lady said...

Nah, you're not a sad sack. You're human. We all are.

McNazty. said...

Boob lady,
I'm glad that you don't think me a wanker.

Anonymous said...

no silly -you didn't offend me-but i do recall telling you to keep in touch in some shape fashion or form. IM me, myspace message me, email me-it doesn't have to involve disembodied voices-lol.