I feel like shit today. I drank nearly a pint and a half of whiskey last night, I talked on the phone for a long time, drunk. I have felt sick all day. Like my stomach is turning itself inside out. Why do I do this? I'm not sure. I guess I'm trying to numb myself. Trying to take away the sting of life for a little while. It's nearly midnight and I am still hung-over. There is absoloute shit on TV tonight. I might finish off the bottle (does this mean I have a problem?). I'll feel guilty about it tomorrow but I don't care about that right now.
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