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I went to work today. I didn't want to but I realized that if I didn't go I wouldn't have a job anymore. Job=food. Job=Roof. Job=Booze. So I went to work. It wasn't so bad. There weren't very many assholes today, and I made some good tips.

If anyone out there knows a Jose' Navarro please tell him to stop giving out my phone number. I've been getting two calls a day from people looking for him It's getting to be annoying.

I have been thinking more about what happened the other night. Sex shouldn't feel like an appointment. It needs to be spontaneous. I'm not above a one night stand. I realize how bad that sounds, but even with a one-nighter there is a sense of accomplisment, conquest, exitement. It doesn't feel so....cold and robotic.

I failed to mention in my last post that I saw my ex on the SAME DAY as the worst date ever. I'm pretty sure that contributed to my case of Mr. Floppy (I know the equipment works.)

I think this song perfectly describes the woman I want (plus it's a great song that makes me a little weepy eyed whenever I hear it). I need someone who can be my best friend and be completely honest with me. I thought I had that once. I was wrong. I have been lied to and cheated on too many times.

I know some of you read this blog for my pissed off ranting. I have a lot to be pissed off about for sure. I just don't feel like ranting right now. I feel more like this.